Handiwork
written by Reuben Kendall
Prayer for three voices. Each part separated by a break.
Tone: intimate, direct, hopeful, meditative, familiar, quiet, reflective.
Woodworker’s child,
was it your father who first taught you
how all the little pieces fit together,
rough boards and blunt corners
joining into shapely frames,
each oddly asymmetrical segment
made just the way it was, to fit the place
its maker meant for it?
How many hours did you sit as a little one
watching your mother make meals for you,
learning from her callused fingers quick at work
to portion the bitter herbs, the biting garlic,
the acrid seeds splattering in oil, lending their
blended savor to the beans or lentils
she could afford to feed you,
each ingredient itself unfit to eat
but all together making a meal
that smelled like home?
I ask because I find myself so rough,
so blunt where I wish I wasn’t,
so oddly asymmetrical, so acrid, so biting,
so bitter, so unfit to serve
as anything, it seems, and yet
as your work-worn hands lift me,
trim me, choose me, shift me
into place, I begin to believe
I could be made just the way I am to fit
where you need me, to play a part in something,
poor, perhaps, but lending strength
to bear up such great weight;
something comforting,
something like a home.